slave allan can't stay away- Q&A returns to Mistress's Blog

1: You recently mentioned wanting to create an RV dungeon. I do have to apologize though. My first mental images were that of Walter White standing in his underwear next to his RV on Breaking Bad.

Or Robin Williams misadventure in his movie called RV, when I first read your idea. So for clarification purposes, would you describe for us what Mistress's RV dungeon would look like to you? 

lolz allan, that was a great opening for a series though wasn't it? So, I have only the roughest ideas of what the RV should look like. I had a cute little tow behind vintage Scotty for ages, don't ask what became of it, it's a scary story.

Anyway, I have a thing for vintage campers and RVs. I'm not afraid of driving something old enough to buy itself a drink. I trust the universe will put the right unit in my path at the right time, and I will do my best to be patient (god damn that's so hard for me) in the meantime. When the right one finds its way to me the right vibe for the dungeon will make itself known too. What I do have imagined in technicolor detail is what this adventure is going to look like, and how it is going to work, and I am so super excited about it, I'm going to act like that's what you asked and ramble on about it.

I haven’t announced any of this on my blog yet, have I? Well either this is the announcement or I'm going to have to scramble & write that post before scheduling this one. Mistress is going to become a Gypsy (I so love that word; please forgive me I know it's less than PC to use) Dominatrix. Surprise!

For now, Massachusetts is going to remain my primary residence, and I am going to continue to run the dungeon for Princess Gemini Enterprises. When the time comes I will work out a schedule with Princess that will probably be something like our first and second Friday of the month parties and 2 of our mid-week, Purgatory at Platforms, parties.  I've also just begun, this Thursday is the first, hosting my own small gatherings at Safe Haven. This Thursday is a foot worshiping party, the next one planned will be announced soon. Anyway, assuming those come together as expected, I will continue to host 2 of those during the weeks I am in Massachusetts. I've also got one more idea that I was about to unveil soon, might as well do it now. I am going to start hosting an Aftercare Potluck one Sunday a month. I'm picturing not quite a munch and totally not a party get together.  No cover for anyone who has attended a Princess Gemini, Safe Haven, or Twizted Acre event within the previous month or anyone who is a regular submissive of mine, low donation for new friends. This will be my event, I am simply extending the offer to guests of those venues because I love the guests at those venues. I'm picturing barbecues, tapping friends who offer Reiki & other forms of bodywork, and I'll offer guided meditation and/or hypnosis. I'm picturing just a casual networking and community building event that brings local kinksters together. So Princess Gemini parties, Thursday parties, Aftercare Potluck, of course, I will visit Twizted when I am home, and I will see my local submissives while I am home. I'll also spend time with my vanilla people, eating the best seafood in the US and riding my pony while I'm home.

But who cares what I will do when I am home? The exciting part is the part when I am not home! My current goal is to head out the first week of July. I was hoping for sooner, I was hoping for last week, but apparently things take time and patience. Whatever, Mistress has neither of those and I don't see the value in acquiring them. The first trip will be local, a week up to Maine to spend time with my family and to test the roadworthiness of the RV. I will probably not offer sessions during that trip. Then Virginia!!! My last trip was just not long enough at all. Two weeks this time, at least! I couldn’t make it down to take care of my Baby Boy I mentioned in the post about BDSM & Sex recently, and I have so much guilt over that, I am working on a special idea for him when I do make it down. Maybe if you ask nicely he'll consent to sharing pictures. I'm hoping my Hazey will be able to make this trip with me. She works just as hard as Mistress behind the scenes to keep my world spinning smoothly, she deserves an amazing adventure too. While I will obviously see new-to-me submissives in Virginia, I will be carefully screening for long-term compatibility, Richmond will be a frequent stop for me and having my needs met while I am there is, of course, a priority. There may be an adventure within an adventure with a side trip to see my top, but that's none of your business nosy little voyeurs. I am planning, preparing and budgeting for 6 months of travelling. If there are unexpected bumps in the beginning I want to stick it out at least that long to see if the bumps have solutions. If it smooth sailing and as magical as I imagine it will be, I am thinking this might be what the next couple years of my life looks like. The stops during those months will likely be Maine, Ohio, Virginia Beach, Richmond, VA, Western Virginia (not West Virginia, Mistress has no friends in WV at this time send an application if you'd like to be a WV friend lol), North Carolina, South Carolina, Georgia and Austin, Texas. There was also a hope that I would make it to Toronto this summer, but sadly I think that may need to be penciled in for Spring of 2019.

2: Staying with the same theme. If money was not a factor. What would Mistress's RV dungeon be like. Would you remodel a 53-foot truck and trailer to build your dungeon in? Or go for a bus style Motor Coach to be your workspace?

Who said money was a factor now? Money is a resource and a tool, and there is an incredible abundance of it in the universe. While I don't happen to be in possession of very much of it at this moment, when I need it I can find it. My dream space would be a collection of cottages in quiet settings around the country in the places I love.

My OCD would like them all to be nearly identical, with duplicates of my gear and costumes in each so I don't have to pack & schlep them around. I would spend whatever season I like best in that location and move to the next when the whim struck me. I would skip the RV entirely in this fantasy and travel in a different fashion between each. A train when moving between ones that had mountains along the route, a boat to an island getaway, etc.

I've edited the last question from the original conversation between slave allan and I. I didn't love the way it read and even with repeated editing it just wouldn't flow smoothly. Mistress is in a little bit of a funk, and that is probably playing a part in my inability to edit for smoothness. The RV I was so looking forward to seeing this past weekend is most definitely not The One. It's OK, I trust the universe will bring me the best & right one at the right time, but truly patience is not a particularly defining characteristic of mine.  

Really Cool Questions

Yesterday I posted something trivial about my dungeon on my personal Facebook account. A friend of mine from way back in grade school had some interesting questions based and it seemed like a great theme for a post...


1. What exactly happens in this dungeon? Alchemy, and magic. Well that's what I want to happen in my dungeon. Some sessions are, most aren't quite that cerebral. What exactly happens. Typically I arrive an hour before my scheduled session. I am about half transformed when I arrive, I finish getting into character (where going to come back to that term in a moment, I've already read through the questions) and set-up the dungeon for the scene in that hour. My client arrives, if they are a returning client there will be small talk, hugs, perhaps inquiries about their experience post-scene from their last scene. If they are a new-to-me client we will spend some time getting to know one another. I ask medical history questions. I explain how to use our safe words. I establish the boundaries for our time together, and I give them a chance to express their goals for our session. During this time I may answer questions about my gear, my experience with their kink, or how I would handle emergency situations. It surprises me that not every client asks those questions. Anyway, once those pleasantries are out of the way, the session begins. They're told to strip naked, and to leave their clothes in a specific manner. If they fail, they are told to do it over again. This is my thing, it's one of the few things in a session that is for my benefit. It's how I gauge how present they are. If their clothes wind up on a heap on the floor, it's probably nerves but they are clearly not all in and I won't have that. They will be given their instructions again and I will employ some tricks I know to insure their attention stays focused no matter how nervous they are. I may ask them to repeat back to me each thing I say to them. Or I may walk them through a breathing exercise. In any case I will not be ignored nor will I have a subbie smack their head off the beam in the ceiling because they were hyper focused on the tingly feeling in their privates. Each session is different, each sub has their own interests and the session does revolve around their interest. In no particular order I offer: tease & denial, CBT/NT (cock ball and nipple torture), sensory deprivation & overload, restraints, corporal punishment, impact play, piercings, cross-dressing, service training, etiquette training, chastity & key holding, adult baby/Little play, consensual/non-consent, fire play, puppy/kitten play, hypnosis, foot/shoe/stocking worship and probably a half a dozen things I am forgetting. There will be no more smoking fetish or human ashtray scenes though. There are a handful of things I only engage in with submissives I know well, like hard-core humiliation scenes and blood play. And there are a handful of common BDSM themes that I am just not into so they don't happen in my dungeon. When a scene is finished, I tend to my subs in whatever manner is appropriate, and typically we spend some time talking about the scene before they leave. If I have any reason to think that they are not ready to drive, I insist that they hang out longer & have a bite to eat or whatever until it seems they are back in their head properly.
2. Not judging, is this a vocation? Avocation? Both? People pay you? Yes, yes, yes and yes very well. At the risk of sounding silly, I do very much feel that this is my calling. I know a lot of people from all walks of life. The ones that I recognize as being the happiest are the ones that spend a significant amount of their free time doing what they do for a living. One of my best friends is a midwife, and an educator. When she isn't actively engaged in catching a baby or teaching her official students how to catch a baby, she's talking to someone about catching babies, about teaching, or about holding sacred space for women. She is on her best, right path, doing what she was called to do. I earn a living walking people through their fantasies, taking something that is in their head and turning it into something that happens in the flesh, in real life. When I am not doing this for a fee, I am here writing about it in my blog. I am encouraging my friends to pursue the thing that will make them happy (it's not always sexy fantasies that I walk people through). And when I have down time, private time, time for me, I am to the best of my ability turning my fantasies into realities.
3. U tie people up? Spank them? Mild torture for lack of a better term? Tie people up, yes. Spank them, among other things, yes. Mild torture, hmm. Sometimes it's mild, sometimes I wear gloves that go past my elbows and put down a painter's tarp. 4. Is there sex? There has to be some form of gratification, no? U dont get someone so worked up and then send them home do u? Oh DC, now I know you don't read my blog regularly. In my professional scenes there is no sex. At this time, in my private play dynamics, there is also no sex. I am certain my clients would tell you that they are satisfied. I often get people worked up and send them home. There are many ways gratification can manifest, and yes I totally know we are using code words here let's be blunt & vulgar instead. An orgasm isn't the only way to feel satisfied. You can't have your cake and eat it too. You also can't have an orgasm and also hold that precise moment before when every nerve ending in your body and every wire in your brain is vibrating and screaming this is the very best feeling that has ever been felt by anyone ever. Unless your top orders you to. Calling on that energy, and then intentionally harnessing it and redirecting it is it's own gratification for some.
5. How did u get into this? Go back to my first entry here. 6. Is it men? Women? Both? I see more men than women, but I see both. I also see people who identify as gender fluid, gender bending, non-binary and a host of other terms. And I work with couples.
7. Does it excite you or is it like a job? Your playing a role and when the play is over you come out of character?
It very much excites me, in the way someone who loves their job is excited by it. Again, you really should read the first post. I said in that entry, I do not turn up the volume to become Cassidy Cream, Cassidy Cream dials back the volume to pass as Denise in the real world. This is who I am, all the time.

8. Has it ever gone too far? By too far i mean someone hitting u back, sexual assault, someone stalking u?
I have never had a work situation go too far. I have never had a client actually or try to hit me, I have had incidental & accidental hits and kicks from a sub struggling in a session that I have agreed to allow this sort of play. I have worked in several professional vanilla gigs, there was far more inappropriate sexual contact & innuendo in those settings than there has been in 20 years as a dominatrix or the 10 years as a stripper before this. At parties, occasionally a newbie (or an asshole) doesn't know (or doesn't care) what the appropriate way to approach a woman might be. So in that setting yes, a random groping, swatting or off-color joke happens. But again, compared to going to a vanilla club for a night it's very minor & tame.

Guest Post by Our Slave Allan

I am so blessed to have such thoughtful people in my life. Slave allan has generously offered to write another guest post for me. And while it was offered without any expectation of reciprocity, Mistress is going to hook him up. Friends promote their friends' projects, Allan's Blog go check it out after you catch up here. 

For the record quitting is going pretty alright. I called Monday my quit day, I smoked one cigarette on Monday. Tuesday I had another. Somehow on Wednesday and Thursday I had another 7 or so. But it's 11:22p on Friday, and I have had zero today. Tuesday, day 2,  was the worst day so far. I am moderately concerned that tomorrow may be a revisit of Tuesday because of how many I smoked yesterday. I will get through it if it is. 

My awesome adviser again suggested a couple of cool ideas for entries, I have solid outlines penned. Tomorrow I am going to see how challenging it is to type without a smoke and if it is the very worst...the back up plan is a video post. 

Before I turn it over to slave allan, who wants to see pictures?

Miss Hazey making me pretty for one of our recent parties 

End of the night back in vanilla clothes. I find it's a good plan when one must drive at 3a, one should strive to look as much like a muggle as one can. 

 I just read that Mistress is taking a stab at breaking the smoking habit. I am proud of her bravery for trying to get the monkey off her back. I for one have battled with the bulge all my life and know how tough it is to give up our indulgences. I have watched others close to me fight the cravings and the mood swings to hopefully be able to say, "I did it, I'm an ex-smoker." in my opinion over the next month Mistress is going to find it hard to get herself to want to write. So, I whipped (no pun intended) up this little guest post.

First off, once I started to feel good again I started following Mistress Cassidy's blog again. I was very interested in the exploit of one of her guest post and his edging challenge. As I read his post I couldn't help but wonder what that must feel like. Knowing that you have been ordered to edge yourself several times a day for a prolonged period. The original author mentions how frustrated he felt and how his penis was always dripping and felt like it was pulsing. I was eager to read the next post to see his outcome. Sadly, Mistress mentioned in her comments to me that there were no more installments coming. Talk about a reader being left on the edge (this time pun intended)

So, I was wondering if I should take up the mantle and carry on the spirit of the post. Is there any readers of mistress's interested in asking her if she would like to make it so? Mistress has enough with the smoking cravings to deal with to be wondering what might be a fun topic to write about in her next post. All she should need to do is to read your comments to see if there is an interest and decide whether or not she would order me into it. I could be required to submit briefing on my efforts and stand judgement if I screw-up. That should give Mistress content for her blog until she feels ready to tickle the keyboard once again. We as mistress's reader should offer to help her out for the next little while.

It is a crazy thought don't you think. Logistically it might be a little difficult to orchestrate. So, my plan B is to write a post on how to set up your own home dungeon that is totally controlled by your owner from afar with their smartphone. I researched the topic at some length for my blog when I was collared to Mistress. I am wondering if anyone would be interested in my concept idea? My hope is that one of Mistress's current slaves would have the money to set this idea up. Then let us all know what it was like to serve mistress using their own LDR private dungeon. Well that is all I have for now. Have a good week and who knows you may hear more from me if I am ordered to be Mistress new edging slave.

Bye

Allan

What is Love, Baby Don't Hurt Me....

Oh that is a tacky title isn't it? While this sat on my dashboard waiting for a final edit, the placeholder title read :Insert Clever Title Here:. This had more edits than my average, about half were done while humming Tina Turner, What's Love Got to Do with It and the other, including this final was done while nodding my head to one side. If you're too young to catch the reference, perhaps you are too young to read my blog.  
I'm trying to write several entries for my blog and schedule them to post over the next week or so while I once again try to quit smoking. It's one of the things I find especially challenging to do nicotine free. With that in mind I tapped my friends and asked them to come up with themes to write about. My good friend and our psychic adviser, (yes, Princess Gemini Enterprises has staff spiritual/psychic adviser. ) suggested writing something about love within a BDSM dynamic. My first response was recognizing that it will probably be a really difficult subject for me to tackle at this time. Which is OK, Mistress sometimes enjoys when things are really difficult. Upon further consideration I decided that when your psychic adviser makes a suggestion you should probably listen to her.
I don't know that I am the best person to offer any insights on love. I love everyone. Sometimes I feel like people either don't take that statement seriously when I say it or that they judge the depth of my experiences of love and determine that I do not in fact know what love is if I can say with honesty that I love everyone. Whatever. What other people think of me is none of my business. I love you stranger reading my blog. I do not have to know you to know a woman allowed her body to be cut or split in half to birth you into existence. I do not need to know you to know that you possess an immortal soul, that just like mine is unique, perfect and flawed, vulnerable and resilient. I do not need to know you to know that while there is in fact no shortage of love in the universe, there have been moments when you craved love desperately and could not feel it, so let me give you a little of mine. I have plenty. I will not run out and I know no one has too much. What do I know about depth or love, I am a navel gazing, professional dominatrix, liberal snowflake.
Of course there are different manifestations of love. I would give you my last dollar. I would give you my last cigarette, yep even the one labeled, "Emergency-if quitting just sucks too much." Tell me that isn't love. I would not allow my body to be split in half for you internet stranger, but I have submitted to that for the souls that were entrusted to me. If love is arranged in a hierarchy, the love I feel for those souls sits miles higher than any other love I have experienced.  Let's be honest though, the profound love a parent feels for their child is largely one directional. Let's hope that those of us who are parents all strive to be parents worthy of our children's love, but it would be unhealthy if they felt for us how we feel for them. Further, that level of intensity is simply unsustainable if humans were wired to feel that for all other humans. While it is entirely a different experience of love, the love in a healthy BDSM dynamic in many ways, for me,  mimics those feelings. Perhaps the profound devotion is comparatively turned down, but then ideally it flows more or less equally in both directions. For me, whether it is within the confines of a single experience, a reoccurring arrangement or a committed ongoing relationship, feelings of love are always present. I screen my new submissives well, most of the time I do "click" with them, but I don't always. Sometimes, in person, the chemistry just isn't there. Regardless of how well we click, for the length of our time together I will feel protective, I will feel nurturing, I will strive to know you and to bring out your best self. It may not be the most intense manifestation of love, but it is still a feeling of love. Within an arrangement that is ongoing but perhaps informal, uncollared or otherwise a not committed dynamic, it is a similar feeling further enhanced by the familiarity one develops over time.
Which brings us to the last tiers of my love map. The love I feel for my committed, collared  submissives. I will give to my sub anything within my ability to give. I will continuously evaluate what I know to be best for them against what they want. I will challenge them to push themselves, to be their best self. I will do my best to guide them, to help them navigate their experiences and feelings. I will mentor them, and learn from them. I will as much as any one truly can, love them unconditionally.
And... I'm going to give you another peek into my personal life here. The love a dominatrix feels for the top she submits to. On another day I am going to write an entry about identities. I had yet another conversation about it this past weekend. I am going to write a voluminous entry on why I will correct you if you suggest that I am really a submissive, a switch or any term other than Dominatrix/Dominant/Top. For now I will explain it in the most simplest of terms. I am not a vegan, but I love carrots. I am not a submissive, I love my top. I have mentioned my vacation many times. I have mentioned how exhausted I was before I left. What I haven't mentioned, although it was probably implied, was how burnt out I was feeling. Months before when someone had asked me what I do, I had joked that I was a fantasy fulfillment dispenser. In the weeks and months that were to follow that joke started to feel true, and to not feel funny or silly or whatever feeling I had when I first uttered it. Perhaps the flow of love and energy between a top and bottom isn't quite more or less equal all of the time. Particularly with my submissive clients, but also to an extend in my personal relationships, sometimes I find myself saying subs are needy, demanding little creatures. I forget sometimes that we do not all have the same experience level. There are things I assume everyone knows, BDSM 101 if you will, but really there is no reason I should make such assumptions. Who serves whom in a BDSM dynamic? Who's in charge? When my feet are aching on a Sunday, after a weekend spent dancing in heels, when my phone rings and it is not a foot worshiping subbie but rather a subbie with a shoe fetish, what sort of session do you figure is going to unfold? Foot worship, shoe fetish, aren't they nearly the same thing? Can't I just demand this little bitch rub my feet like I need? No, not if one wishes to build a returning client base. As the top in my work and play, I am responsible for the scenes I engage in, I am in charge only in so far as I play within my own comfort zone and I do take absolute responsibility for my scenes. Sometimes the juxtaposition of the conflicting points of view is invigorating, sometimes it is just exhausting. Sometimes a top needs aftercare. Sometimes a top needs to say, here this is every thing I need, do you wish to be a fantasy fulfillment dispenser for me?  Our dynamic is still relatively new. It is a simple arrangement, that is completely free from vanilla entanglements. I feel known. I feel heard. I feel unconditional acceptance. I feel protected. That is the one that surprises me the most. It is a feeling I was unaware that I wished to experience in any significant manner. The practicalities of our situation dictates that feeling is largely only a feeling. I have a mandate to keep myself safe. I could swear I was doing a great job of keeping myself safe for the past 45 years and I didn't have any intention of not continuing to do so, but now that concept has taken on an entirely new dimension for me. I find myself contemplating it with nearly every decision of significance I make. For example, as I started to write this entry, and with each re-reading and subsequent hitting of the backspace button, I have asked, is this emotionally and professionally safe to share? Does it hurt or enhance my image? It wouldn't be terribly safe to tank my career. Particularly now when I am about to embark on some huge, I am so excited but still not quite ready to share, projects. Hold your breath you little mutes, and watch for the announcements. Are these feelings of mine reciprocated in a more or less equal flow? I have no idea. If I spent much time contemplating such questions I would have to consider if I too might be a needy little creature, and I do not have time for that much navel gazing. Quit smoking, make good choices, be safe; they echo sentiments I have heard before.

Ch-Ch-Changes

I do so wish I had delayed the last post a little longer, but I had no reason to think we were going to jump in this new direction today.
A while back I mentioned I was considering no longer sessioning with new-to-me clients. I could link to that entry here, maybe I will edit & add that later. It's late, I'm nearly out of smokes and planning on quitting tomorrow, not tonight.
It's been on my mind for some time. It's a huge risk. I love huge risks. But truthfully I would have stood on this cliff for a really long time, maybe forever. I debated this already in the entry I am not linking to now. I do enjoy seeing new clients. New-to-me and total noobs are equally cool once they're in my dungeon. The never ending advertising, screening, and the god damn dick pics I have to weed through from wankers & time wasters to get to the actual subs, that's the part I could do without. That's the part that sucks my time, annoys me, puts me off my lunch and really, enough already.

I'm not doing it anymore. 

Effective immediately. 

Did I really scare you there? Don't panic you silly little mutes. I stood on this high risk cliff for over a month because I was certain there must be a way that I can avoid all that noise & bullshit and still see new submissives. It presented itself tonight.
Princess Gemini Enterprises has been debating what to do with our Wednesday parties for some time now. I talked them up in the last entry, the one I wished I had delayed posting. Every word was absolutely true, still true even. Omitted was the part that Wednesday parties as they were are unsustainable. The decision to drop our price and do one price for all was made earlier. That alone was a brilliant idea. Maybe that alone would have changed things, but that wouldn't have lead to me making the announcement I made above. Without being a part of the behind the scenes of a party, the way this ties together may not be readily apparent. Stay with me, you don't have to see the way it all ties together you can just trust me that it does.
We will now be hosting a $10 Wednesday party every week. The whole crew will not be necessarily be present every week. We will each choose which weeks we wish to be part of the party and we (or at least I) will do it based on what we have planned. At Wednesday parties I will no longer be engaging in performance scenes, I will be offering private, mini sessions. This will be the ONLY  route to a full, one on one session with me for the foreseeable future if we haven't sessioned together before. My tribute will be greatly reduced, as will the list of potential themes. Both to be determined shortly. You will contact me before Tuesday if you wish to be considered for a Wednesday session, we will have our time together and if I wish to see you again we will arrange a one on one at my dungeon. I will no longer need to do excessive screening as you are coming to a public venue. I will not require a deposit, as I will not be going out of my way to go to my dungeon for a sub who may get cold feet. I suppose as a woman on the internet, my inbox will remain a landing spot for unwanted, gross dick pics but now I can delete without opening! If I don't have an ad actively running and an email has an attachment, I will know you are just a random wanker & not a hopeful subbie sending a simple candid photo so I might know who I am sessioning with. You may enjoy the rest of the night at the party just like any other party, there will still be vendors, a DJ, and bar. Other crew members may opt to do performance scenes as they wish and Princess Gemini has several other great ideas that will be introduced over the next few weeks.

Availability: May 6th-11th

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Guess Who's Back?

I do so love being me. At the moment I love that people never really leave my life. It's true in my personal life, and it is true in my professional life where subbies I haven't seen in a decade contact me to bring me gifts, or this one after only a few months because he really misses doing tasks for me.

Do we all remember slave allan, My Q&A prompter? Say hello and welcome him back to the fold. Let's not feed his ego too much, but Mistress was missing him & his typos whenever she sat at a blank screen claiming she was working. He remains a free agent, he is not wearing my collar at this time, but still he's a thoughtful creature and he wanted to lend me a hand. Thank you slave.

 Hi, Allan here. I served Mistress Cassidy faithfully for a year. I would still be wearing her collar, but personal reason prevented me from being able to continue that commitment. I may not serve Mistress Cassidy as a collared slave anymore, but that does not mean I do not continue to follow her on social media. So, when I read her post in her group on Fetlife asking for a guest post on her blog, something in me stirred (no not sexually) but a sense of obligation to Mistress Cassidy. You see it is because of Mistress Cassidy that I have found a new devotion. By having to keep a slave blog for Mistress Cassidy I discovered a passion to write. In fact, even since being released from my collar I continued to keep my two fictional stories alive. But during my freedom, I have been learning about earning money online. One driving reason is to find a revenue source that I can continue tributing Owner and possibly be collared once again. I realized this after reading the guest post from her LDR slave about his edging challenge and wished that it was me in that throbbing frustrated state. But back to earning money. I have discovered several websites that pay between $50 to $200 just for writing blogs or as they call it "content". I am about to start a series about my quest to earn money online and how I took the discipline I learned by being a slave and apply that to saving money and leaving it in the bank. I bet a lot of you reading this did not know that you could make money from apps that you can download onto your phone. I will be writing content for every app I try and will write my opinion on how profitable it is. Mistress Cassidy also introduces me to another marketing idea that I am now researching, and it looks promising. But to know about that one you're going to have to plead with Mistress Cassidy for me to guest post again sometime. I do have two other motives to want to make a little money. One is I still want to become a hypno slave. I would love to have the resources to submit to being dominated several times a month. YouTube files are fun. But in my opinion, you need a live person one on one to lead you into a trance. What is the next thing that motivates me to earn money online? I never got a chance to use my smartphone-controlled vibrator. I still fantasize about a Mistress ordering me to penetrate myself with the device then going out in public and being at a Mistress's wicked mercy. That would most definitely make an interesting blog post. But for now, those are just wishes and goals. But as I grow my understanding of online commerce, I will also continue to follow Mistress Cassidy and her exploits.

Bye for now

Allan