Tits on a Bull, Panic and Other Things without Value

Photo Credit: Meep! DM me to follow her work.
Your big sister promo'ing you on her adult sites can be ackward

Before this is over I may overshare. 

What? Not you Cass, you're normally so quiet and keep to yourself. 

Did you get your giggles out? Good, let's focus now.

 

For real, good. Everyone seems to have lost their gd mind, laughing should give you a little serotonin boost and your immune system appreciates it.

 

Also for real, there is much I do not share. Mistress Cassidy, Cassidy Cream, they're talkative, excitable, let's just do this already, characters. They are natural extensions of myself, but Denise is much quieter and reserved than her public faces. 

A few weeks ago a chain of events began. I was in a place of if this happens I will do that, and if that happens I will do this. That well describes my approach to life in general. While I talk about and live outside of the main-stream, I do my best to flow with the currents of my stream. So the this-es that happened lead to the decision to put all my worldly possession in storage, pack some gear, some clothes and the precious cargo we do not discuss in adult spaces but everyone knows I have; and follow my bliss while I considered the possibilities.

 

I am so grateful that over the past couple months Dahlia went on this Youtube University kick, and began daily sending me podcasts, Ted talks and assorted interesting clips. Everyone on the internets may have known who Seth Godin was since the dawn of time. I heard him say consider the possibilities like a month ago. It's still fresh in my mind. My mind is a busy place, freshness has a special value. 

How blessed am I to have a friend who vibes at a near match frequency. Who intuits what I will need before I will need it.

 

I choose the filters I see my reality through. There is a filter I could snap on here that would read much differently. It would be a tangled mess, the editing would leave much to be desired and neither of us would enjoy it. 

Now I am a sadist. I'm not terribly concerned about your enjoyment, but I will have mine.

 

Dahlia also re-introduced me to Abraham & Esther Hicks. I jumped out of a plane without a parachute, it'll be over soon. Actually that's so completely inaccurate I am contemplating backspacing it. It doesn't look like a parachute, that's more accurate and I'm totally winging the analogies here.  It doesn't look like a parachute- maybe it is a quick inflate bounce house, maybe it is a raft, or maybe it is a jet pack. Who cares?  If it is a rock it'll be over soon and if I have nothing tangible of value, I know how to duck and roll. 

I really wanted to share the dick hands story, but I couldn't find a smooth transition. Oh well, come back for the next post maybe that's the right spot for it. 

There's a Fet Post  I enjoyed writing you may wish to check out. Again, must be a Fetlife member to read things there. Their rules, not mine.

I've also extended my intro special on https://onlyfans.com/cassidycream I am hardcore in love with OnlyFans. Not just as a creator, I love the concept. I love that I can support creators who are making the erotica I enjoy, and know absolutely they are creating out of passion and joy. The level of access and interaction is brilliant. Do you enjoy porn without a side dish of human trafficking? Buy direct from adult performers and creators. And if you can't tell the difference between someone who loves what they are engaged in and someone who doesn't, I bet there's a video on Youtube University that can explain it to you. I don't have time to explain how pupils dilate, and blood flow increases, I have to decide where my bliss is calling me to follow and I must pack.     

I am uploading daily to my OnlyFans while on this adventure. For weeks I had been saying, if only I had the peace & quiet to really focus on Only Fans. Sorry, I didn't know this is how the universe would deliver my wishes, but it does always deliver. 

So Much Love for Why Bee Normal

This, by the way, is the sort of thing I most often posted to Instagram.
Actually that's not true. This is what about 50% of my recent posts looked like, I was working on editing older posts. Mistress Danielle recently gave me a private tutorial about creating an IG color palette. Who's Mistress Danielle? Hold your breath and thank Instagram, because now I need to craft a new way to introduce her. She's wicked important, I don't wish her intro to be half-assed.
In older posts you'd find mentions of how Castle Cassidy smelled like apples and cinnamon, and how much I love Mondays.
In my story you would have seen shout-outs for professionals, artists, and indie businesses. When I say cool kids support their friends projects, I practice what I preach. It's a thing that's important to me.
I won't stay angry very much longer. The truth of the matter is I haven't settled back into Insta since the first time I was suspended. My following wasn't anywhere close to what it had been before. The timing was really unfortunate though. 
Ms Pixie and I just launched another collab. Do you remember, we did one last year around Valentine's day too. This is her work:  WhyBeeNormal  She specializes in non-pierced nipple and genital jewelry. She has a half a dozen styles for attaching, from totally comfy rock it under your clothing all day to please sir it's swelling, please don't ever stop.
What? Where am I?
Oh right, Pixie. She's expanded what she offers so much since last year. There's the Story of O anklets like I am rocking above, she's introduced a few items for men, and a new style of labia jewelry that I am so in love with. Wanna see? By the time this posts, if I stay on schedule, there should be a whole collection of photos showcasing them on my OnlyFans.  And probably some like this on Snap and Twitter. See, I totes follow community guidelines.

Where you can find me: 

Camming: where you can find so much me

OnlyFans: So much me and soon, so much me with friend/s.....

email: cassidycream15@gmail.com

Fetlife: MistressCassidy

Twitter: Cassidy Cream

Insta: can choke on a d*ck

Snap: cassidycream15

KIK: Mistresscassidycream

Sometimes It Doesn't Snow in April

This summary is not available. Please click here to view the post.

Gifts, Blessings and Delight

How blessed am I to know such suffering.
I've added so many mantras in the last year. Gifts largely given by my top, and some from my partner/muse/soulmate, Mistress Dahlia. The above is one of hers. We are not of the favor tallying style of friends, but I owe her a thing for that. Give me a minute, when the moment is right, I promise I will deliver.
Pain, suffering, regret; that chapter has closed.
Blessed, without limits and never ending.
The universe delights when I receive the gifts it bestows upon me.
That gem I found on my own. It is a summary of thing I wrote here months ago.
Let this chapter, and all those to come, focus on the many blessings and gifts the universe bestows.
I have a new sub. Well, no, not quite yet. You thought I was talking about Livy, again. Rest assured I will be talking about Livy again, probably before I wrap this up. What I meant to say is I met a new sub. I meet new-to-me submissives often, why is this one of note? He contacted me months ago. He was ever so slightly outside of my travel zone, and his kink, is pretty far outside of my comfort zone.  Let me clarify that statement. Remember when I talked about what limits have remained constant and which fell away when I pushed on them? I talked about how hard it was for me to explore degradation, specifically homophobic based degradation. Yet, when I embraced my discomfort, when I recognized that this is what some of my subs need, it has become a form of play that I love. It is still challenging for me, I suspect it always will be. There are times when being comfortable is a needed respite, but excitement, adventure, exhilaration are not synonyms of comfort. So for clarity, his kink does not violate my moral compass, it is not bizarre or abnormal; it is simply not a thing I have experience with, and outside of my comfort zone. It is actually a thing I began getting many requests for a few months back. A dozen or more texts were responded to with, "Thank you for the inquiry, but Mistress Cassidy does not offer that scene. Best wishes finding the right match for you.".   I have no idea what this sub said differently. How he caught my attention enough that I opted to respond with more than my polite but curt standard reply. He did though, and I did. And from that chance encounter, a whole new chapter is unfolding.
Just outside of my travel zone. I love Richmond. It is a vibrant community. I have an established network of friends and contacts that support everything that matters to me in the vanilla world. Art, culture, a thriving poly community, things we do not discuss in my adult themed blog, all of that is in Richmond. What isn't there? My clients. Oh they're there, somewhere. I know they are, but getting settled took longer than I allotted. Networking a new area, while maintaining my client base in New England, and juggling my vanilla life; I said it recently, it just isn't sustainable. Know what else I love? The beach. Virginia beach specifically. When I lived in Richmond before, the 2 hour drive to the ocean was my only complaint. Last Wednesday I signed a lease on a gorgeous apartment, approximately 10 minutes from the ocean. I'm on the side of the bridge (and traffic ) that equals Richmond is just over an hour away. I feel so strongly that this space is the most perfect spot where my professional and my private life needs will be best met.
Does a butterfly remember when it was a caterpillar? Does it carry the experience of turning to goo forever? If it must, if that is how the universe works, then I hope it also knows that it does not, that it actually can not, ever experience it again.

While I am all unpacked, my ocd does not abide by living in boxes,  I am still settling in to my new routine and new space. I am once again in the first days of quitting smoking. How many times we fall doesn't matter, as long as we get up one time more than that. My schedule will be posted on Monday, but I am beginning to pencil in next week now. Feel free to inquire if you are hoping to see me soon. Chaturbate may or may not happen this weekend. You know where the announcements will be made it if it does.
Also note, I have not cancelled the Why Bee Normal giveaway. Just pinned it for when I am settled.

Q&A: Dungeons

slave allan asked: You mentioned your desire to have another dungeon in Richmond, Virginia. Would you describe your vision for this dungeon? Also if a reader would like to help with the dungeon, is there anything you would like in particular? 


There was a spelling error in your question allan, please be more attentive. Otherwise, perfect timing for this question. I am once again pro-actively looking for a permanent play space in Richmond. When the timeline didn't work out quite how I had planned for the first two months here, I had to make some adjustments to my plans. The condo my friend made available to me has been the perfect spot for contemplating my navel, regrouping after the drastic changes the past year has seen and planning what comes next. It is less than the perfect place for hosting BDSM sessions. 

I have finished the period of contemplation.
My vision is an attached garage. Attached is preferred to stand alone as I would rather not to have subs trekking across the backyard to reach the restroom. That is one of my only complaints about Safe Haven, that there wasn't a restroom in the space. A typical garage has the things I need, and is the right size. I need structure strong enough to attach hard points. Hard point, a hook or other tie off spot that can support the weight of an adult. At Safe Haven there is a simple, heavy duty chain hanging from the hard point. While it does its job, and one can clip off anywhere along the chain to accommodate people of any height, Mistress is tired of climbing a step ladder in heels. My space will have a pulley system. A pulley system will also allow for a sub to be restrained by his feet if I prefer. Short of having a sub stand on his head, I could not do that with the static chain at Safe Haven. I am all about inversion lately. There's an inversion table on my wishlist, and if a generous subbie doesn't bestow one on me soon, I do think it is going to be my Christmas present to myself.  I need a space that won't be damaged by having dozens of tie of spots along the walls & floors. My dungeon in Taunton had dozens of spots along the baseboard, a perk of being the home owner, I could make holes in the baseboard. I have missed those in the spaces I have utilized over the past 10 years. 
My vision for this space is cozy, warm and rustic. I want to hear the rain of the roof when I session on stormy days. I want it to be dark and cool, in August. 
One of my celebrity crushes is Alton Brown. He's smart, a little sadistic (have you watched Cut Throat Kitchen?) and he can cook, be still my heart. Anyway, back on Good Eats, he had great disdain for items he called uni-taskers. I too strongly dislike things that take up space and can only do one job. My space has to be a multitasker like me. It will be my space to record and broadcast from, and it will lend itself to photo shoots. It is my intention to make it available on Kink B&B (yes, that's a thing! How cool is that?) when I am in New England.  It will be a cozy space for small parties. And as I network here, I will make the space available to other professionals and players in the scene. 
There are several ways friends and fans can contribute if they wish. I have mentioned before that many of my pieces were destroyed while in storage when we moved from Virginia back to Massachusetts. The pieces acquired more recently were either co-owned with or belong to my ex. In an effort to minimize conflict, I relinquished any claim to co-owned items. I am reinvesting as quickly as I can in my own collection, but between moving, and my vanilla responsibilities, my savings and budget are screaming their safe words and begging me to have mercy.  So if you see a piece on my wishlist that you would love to explore with me, I will show my gratitude with an experience you will never forget. When the space is found, the goal is to start the New Year in this new space, I will need help with moving. There will be hardware to install, and heavy things to lift; I am not a damsel but these are skills not in my wheelhouse. Returning to Massachusetts for a visit, as I have tried to plan too many times now, would quiet my savings and budget quite nicely, and one can contribute to that here.  In the spring I will also need a hand in Massachusetts packing what is left of my belongings. As always though, friends support their friends' projects. The best way to do that is to comment, share, and echo my promotions where ever it is appropriate and safe for you to do so. 

Miss Fallout RVA 2019

This summary is not available. Please click here to view the post.