If We've Done Any Harm

 I have opened and closed a dozen tabs in the past 5 minutes. There's a song on some weird little people show that's repeats it opens, it closes. It has this fun tempo. I have only that tiny snippet of an earworm invading my right labyrinth. I don't think it's enough for Google to cure it. My little people do loosely recall wtf I am talking about, but they don't have more. We can't recall what is opening, maybe it was an umbrella. I'll try that. 

Nope that only gave me Rihanna. Imagine Tyler saying something about crackers in bed here. 

Why are we opening and closing tabs? Because I'm exhibitionist, but I also value my privacy. 

Once upon a time the internet was this anonymous place. Among others, I use to follow this really cool diary-ist (that should be a word) AnonyMouse or something like that, and still I think of her every time I misspell anonymous. I followed dozens of anonymous writers for a decade. I shared, and overshared, in anonymity my life's milestones & minutia with an audience that was primarily closed but could be expanded at my discretion.   

There isn't a space like that on internets (misspelling intentional, irony use to be a big thing too). That space actually exists again. We won't get that sidetracked, but I know those people now. Still trust them with my deepest and darkest, but also it's different when you know people. 

Give me a second, I need to get my story straight

When I hear John Cougar Mellencamp sing 17 has turned 35, I wish that he would pen another that prepares me for when 35 approaches 50. And I want him to know I appreciated the heads up he gave me at 14. 

Oh forfucksake Cass stop. Nostalgia is only fun in small, ironic, doses. 

I had the best fucking summer. 

There was decadence, indulgences, and much allowing my bliss to lead. There was depth, connection, and meaning. It's different when you know people. 

And autumn will bring even more of the same. 

Take a Good Look at It

Look at it now
Might be the last time
You have a go round
That was a song Tabitha and I use to trade. It was on her play list. Pretender's Brass in Pocket, was on mine. Mostly we shared Nine Inch Nail's Closer during our set together. But if I wanted a thing from her, I'd offer up Chrissie (my life-long celeb girl crush btw) and if she wanted to borrow something of mine, she'd offer the crazy, sexy, cool trio.
Go on, try not to slide out of your panties while swaying your hips to
I'm feeling quite sexy 
and I want you for tonight
The subtle for is everything. If it was, I want you tonight, it would imply maybe there was another night or maybe there will be another. The for makes it a once in a life time offer. You belong to this night, to my night.
Your panties came off, didn't they?

I tried to find it on YouTube to verify the year, but it seems to not be there. It may be another thing that was lost in the Mandela effect moment that landed me in the time line with the lyrics to Let's Go Crazy being wrong. Small price to pay for everything else being so right, you and I both know the lyrics were "...to celebrate this thing called life". Anyway, that's not where I was going. I was going to say Chrissie Hynde appeared on SNL sometime in the 90s in barefeet with a padlock on a chain around her neck, and a then toying with bdsm Cassidy thought, I wonder?
There's nobody else here, no one like me
Also impossible not to lose one's panties while dancing to, totally different beat but really the same vibe.
Sometimes I have a destination in mind when I warm up the keys, typically I don't. Today I don't. I know right? You're totes shocked. I mean, I had an idea it was time for an update.
Update: I am so living my best life and I am filled with the bliss I follow.
And I wanted to indulge my exhibitionism just a bit. Did you see these pictures I took last night?

There's more. So many more. I fucking love them. That one, that's the same one four ways. I love the original that hard I kept trying to make an Insta appropriate version. On the one hand, account #3, who cares? On the other, ya get your hand slapped twice maybe you remember not to put your hand in for a third.
There's such a boldness in both songs. Imagine being that bold, and then...Do you think that ever happened? Come to my door, take off my clothes, and turn on the red light. Do you think that was ever met with, oh tonight's not good for me. I'd love to but...
I am that bold. It happens.
And you keep rolling, bold as brass (in pocket even).
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This Could Be the Best Place Yet

But you must overcome your fears. 

I'm not sure on the obscure factor here. Do you know it? 

It is time to pack up Cabin Cassidy Next, and prepare for our next adventure. Tomorrow I'm checking in to a beautiful place a bit further south. Time is such a funny thing, even when I am mindful of slowing down and savoring every moment, which is a challenge for my fast paced nature, still even when I try, it just moves so fast. 

I spent 30 days here. It rained so much. I spent a great quantity of quality time with those we do not discuss in this space. We had delicious meals, deep conversations and much playfulness. And in the time left over, I engaged, created, promoted. In that mode too there was much playfulness. There is no sadness for leaving it behind, I intend for there to be even more of the same at the next stop. 

There was another interview with Nicholas from Your Kinky Friends. Go watch it here: Your Kinky Friends

I approached Nicholas a little bit ago about helping me kick off a new idea, and I announced it during his show. Nicholas is going to give me a hand, he's agreed to be my first guest and this week we're going to add podcast host to our adventure resume. 

There will also be The (virtual) Party of the Season this week. Our most magical friend is celebrating her birthday Wednesday. 

I miss her horrifically but also, can I say again how great it is to live in the future? Can you imagine what this time would be like if we were in our homes alone, and our only confirmation of the state of our long distance friends and family, was via the mail, phone calls at a dollar a minute and news at 6? 

Starting tomorrow I'll be live on OnlyFans at 10p for at least an hour. It may be sexy time, or it may be watch Cassidy re-watch The Magicians, who knows. I'm going to commit to this scheduled time for the next 10 days at new place. We'll see how it goes before I commit to it longer. I suspect many of the 10 broadcasts will be from the over sized, sunken, gorgeous bath in the master suite of the new place, but you'll have to stop in to see. 

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