This Could Be the Best Place Yet

But you must overcome your fears. 

I'm not sure on the obscure factor here. Do you know it? 

It is time to pack up Cabin Cassidy Next, and prepare for our next adventure. Tomorrow I'm checking in to a beautiful place a bit further south. Time is such a funny thing, even when I am mindful of slowing down and savoring every moment, which is a challenge for my fast paced nature, still even when I try, it just moves so fast. 

I spent 30 days here. It rained so much. I spent a great quantity of quality time with those we do not discuss in this space. We had delicious meals, deep conversations and much playfulness. And in the time left over, I engaged, created, promoted. In that mode too there was much playfulness. There is no sadness for leaving it behind, I intend for there to be even more of the same at the next stop. 

There was another interview with Nicholas from Your Kinky Friends. Go watch it here: Your Kinky Friends

I approached Nicholas a little bit ago about helping me kick off a new idea, and I announced it during his show. Nicholas is going to give me a hand, he's agreed to be my first guest and this week we're going to add podcast host to our adventure resume. 

There will also be The (virtual) Party of the Season this week. Our most magical friend is celebrating her birthday Wednesday. 

I miss her horrifically but also, can I say again how great it is to live in the future? Can you imagine what this time would be like if we were in our homes alone, and our only confirmation of the state of our long distance friends and family, was via the mail, phone calls at a dollar a minute and news at 6? 

Starting tomorrow I'll be live on OnlyFans at 10p for at least an hour. It may be sexy time, or it may be watch Cassidy re-watch The Magicians, who knows. I'm going to commit to this scheduled time for the next 10 days at new place. We'll see how it goes before I commit to it longer. I suspect many of the 10 broadcasts will be from the over sized, sunken, gorgeous bath in the master suite of the new place, but you'll have to stop in to see. 

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I Don't Mind the Sun Sometimes

The images it shows, 
I can taste you on my lips 
and smell you on my clothes
I take great pride in my self defined boldness, my belief that I am fearless. I love the word fearless. I stay aware that it is a compound word, fear less. Not without fear, but fearing less. And I am, ever more and always, fearless.
Sometimes though, there is just a little. It creeps in, it questions me and asks me if I really mean it. When did you last engage in a thing that really scared you Cass? How bold are ya cuddled up in Cabin Cassidy Next alternating between listening to the rain and this band that must have been named by a high school aged boy?
Cinnamon and sugary 
and softly spoken lies
you'll never know just how you look through other people's eyes  
Seriously the person who penned that can't possibly be the person who named the band, right?
Unless they were. Unless they were like I'm totes over your expectations that I will be profound on a level you can relate to, here have some vulgar, dirty, silly nonsense cuz I am complex and ever more fearless.

I did another interview with Nicholas for Your Kinky Friends Watch it Here  The convo moved quickly, my phone's mic left something to be desired and our conversation after we went off air was as long as the one you'll see there. You may have missed it, or maybe I said it off air, so I am going to be fearless and repeat it. I have big goals for my OnlyFans, for my post covid19 role in the community, and for how I will engage in following my bliss. It starts with turning up the volume.
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Each of those four links has several free subscriptions attached to it, a total of 18- because I am 18 shy of hitting my May followers goal, I'm patiently impatient to get there and idgaf if you free follow to start. My content is on fire, you'll renew. Each is for different amounts of time, 2 weeks, a month, 3 months and 6 months. Yes, I'm giveaway 1 six month free follow. I hope whomever gets lucky is deserving of such a gift, and appreciates it.

There's some new speciality content I've added recently. Some looks like this

thank you sir you make me feel so safe when I am scared

And some looks like this

Well like this, but all together more vulgar, dirty and inappropriate for this space.
You can't tell what it is? Really? Look closer, or go see the rest of the collection.

It's Just Something that We Do

Don't tell me to stop, tell the rain not to drop, tell the wind not to blow 'cause you said so

I love the false starts at the beginning. I know they were scripted, but they feel authentic.  

She's a fire sign like yours truly. Leo, not a Sag, but still I feel solidarity when she's spinning. Also, typically nothing is really scripted with fire signs. Oh this isn't working, light it up. You put hours, weeks, decades of work in? Oh well, it will burn so big, step back.

It's really tricky writing right now. It is a small thing to complain about. I am grateful my complaints are small. By and large, me and mine are doing well. I wish to share that, believe that I have readers who wish to know that; and also I wish not to be insensitive to those who can not say the same.
Last week there was a post that was up for an hour, sharing in more detail the things that are going well. Then Dahlia called, her son tested positive. You didn't know she had kids? Ya we hear that often. She applies the first rule of adult spaces even fiercer than myself. My let's help people take their minds off of things post? Ya fuck that noise, it burns.
Do something, help your friend. There aren't accurate terms for who Dahlia is to me. You wouldn't understand and if you do I don't need to explain. And what can I do? I'm 600 miles away, with my own children. I could get in the car. I could be there.
And do what exactly?
The only things I could do really could be best done from here. Hold space, listen and even when it is hard, trust that things will work out for the best.
And when I couldn't be there,  http://swopnh.org, Ashley Fires and the many volunteers that I do not know by name yet, showed up. Swop is an outreach program, and Ashley is a devoted, amazing, tirelessly working member of our community. Who is at the statehouse challenging laws, who is putting together a mental health crisis outreach program of sex & kink friendly providers, and who is providing weekly financial support and comfort to dozens of women in the adult industry, and our families. Because we don't talk about them, that's the first rule of adult spaces, right? But we have them and as much as we devoted as we are to our community, that is dwarfed by the devotion we have to those we do not mention here.
Today Dahlia's son tested negative.
This moment we are each experiencing from our own unique point of view is and will continue to change our community and our lives. There aren't many ways that we can direct how that will unfold, but in whatever ways that I can, I wish to lean on pushing positive changes.
Cool kids support their friends' projects. I have been saying that since I was a junior domme, a hundred million years ago. Before typically I was suggesting you stop being scared to go to fetish events, buy sexy art and come have fun. It wasn't a hard sale.
I made a decision this weekend to begin donating a 10th of my profits back to the community. I was all excited and full of ego that that's a thing I can do now. Then I remembered what 10% of what I earn is and I was less impressed with myself. This isn't about being impressed with myself, this is about showing up and meaningfully supporting our community. You know what's way more impressive than my bank statement? My contact list, I am friends with the best of the best. The artists, the creators, those who know how to make things happen and those who show up to insure that it does.
It'll take a minute to make this grow properly, but hey we have the time on our hands right? I started with  https://www.etsy.com/shop/WhyBeeNormal because she's amazing. I text, "I'm going to do a thing." Then I start tapping keys to explain it, this is going to take a minute, and ping, Pix has said, "I'm in, what are we doing?". I love my community, and I am so blessed to know the people I know. So we're going to start with, I sent Pixy a PayPal this morning. Pixy matched it, and we're shipping Ashley a collection of Pixy's beautiful work to add to this week's care packages that are being delivered. I have another friend who will join us next week.
By and large things are going well for me and mine. I'm packing up this cottage by the ocean we have spent the past month in, heading to a cabin in the mountains so I can more easily navigate an interstate move in the middle of a pandemic.
It may take a moment to start properly, but another fire sign trait is to just jump in where you are and figure out the details as needed.