My Hands are Tied, My Body Bruised

 Sleight of hand and twist fate, on a bed of nails she makes me wait. 

Do you know how many not just good, but truly amazing things have come to be as a direct result of me choosing to do a thing I knew I shouldn't do? How many times I have thought, this could really be a mistake, a big one, a wicked big one, but let's see what happens. I don't mean illegal things, or really even immoral things. I mean things that everyone knows you are supposed to do this way. Everyone agrees that way is best, and I swear I'm not trying to be difficult. I can see, yes it probably is best to do X this way; but fuckingA it sounds boring as fuck. And I just can't. I can't do it that way. Let's do it the way that's fastest, or the way that's scariest, or the way with the biggest potential to just, well just anything that isn't boring. We're going to start calling those moments Big D Moments, and you with your dirty mind are going to think I am referring to The D, I'm not. And those who know me, are going to think I am referring to my vanilla self, and I am not. If ya really knew me, you'd remember I am the Little D, there are things we never outgrow. 

This is not a Big D Moment, this moment is the amazing one, the direct result part. This is me, 49 years and 4 days. I was trying to take pictures of my bum, it's covered in bruises. Fiona is on the other side of the bed, I'll share that picture in a minute. She's chewing on her caterpillar toy, as happy with her lot in life as I am. I'm trying to take pictures because that's what I do. I'm 49 and 4 days, and I earn a living by, along with other things, taking pictures of my bum. Earlier in the day, Master John and I were just kicked back, basking after the activities that lead to the bruising mentioned above and catching up. And I said a thing, the verbatim is lost, the essence was that I have been a professional domme for over 20 years, and on a regular I am still, what? You want me to do what? Pinch me, I'm dreaming, this is what I get paid for Sir. And we shared a giggle that echoed back to the intersections of all the Big D Moments that lead and landed me right there.