A Guest Post by Our Slave allan

        Below is a guest post from our favorite long distance slave with secretarial leanings.  For the sake of length, I edited allan's work heavily. Perhaps he'll repost the entry in its entirety on his blog in the future. I was so pleased that I did not find myself needing to correct typos and spelling errors. There is also a sentence that I put in italics. Slave allan is now simply my friend. He yields proper respect and deference to me, as a former submissive should show their former Master after a healthy BDSM dynamic comes to an end. He does not have any obligations to me, formal or informal at this time.  His writing is his own. It is his skill set, his passion and how he chooses to invest his time. Allan has a thing is his life now, that brings him joy, that belongs to him and that he may do whatever he wishes with whether that is pursuing it professionally or continuing to do simply for his enjoyment, He has that now because I asked him to sacrifice a thing for me three years ago. He has grown, his skill set has improved (in leaps and bounds by the way) because I would not accept less than his best.   

TO BE A COLLARED SLAVE

What does that mean to you? As a newbie I figured collared slave simply meant wearing a collar and being led around by a leash. But I was wrong, being a collared slave has much more implication to it than that, as I've come to find out.

For a brief time I was Mistress Cassidy's first online LDR slave.  At first I had a three month slave contract.  Within that contract I had weekly tasks that I was required to do. I had a rule requiring me to wear a pair of women's panties while performing those tasks, occasionally the panties were all that I was allowed to have on while working, then other task I was permitted to wear the panties beneath my clothing. No, I am not wearing panties now.

I also had restrictions placed on me. This part is what I found the hardest of all. Mistress Cassidy's biggest restriction in my opinion was being cut off from adult material. 100% restricted from porn of any kind. With the exception of certain FetLife groups that she had to approve of. Otherwise no photos, no videos, and no erotica. I hated the no erotica the most. But that is why I started writing erotica. There was no restrictions on creating it. The other part of being someone's collared slave is respect, obedience, asking permission and finally discipline/ punishment. Which for me is the threat of maple syrup hanging over me.

<Mistress Cassidy edited>

It is my opinion that the use of the word collared, should be reserved for use in its intended meaning, commitment. The lifestyle should adopt a new word for uses within the freer less restricted online play. As I was thinking about this, I was tossing possible ideas around that might work. I came up with tagged, as in, I've been tagged by Mistress so and so as her slave, or simply the tagged slave of… That's my two cents worth. But I'm sure there are better ideas out there to be considered.

Overall I appreciate allan's point of view here. It is an interesting topic for debate. At the end of the day though I am of the opinion that how an individual or a dynamic identifies itself is theirs to define. My own dynamic is with someone I do not share a home or a home-state with. It is maintained between visits online. No matter where I am on the planet, no matter where my top is in relation to my location, I am his. His expectations for me are not lowered or freer based on proximity.

There is a whole debate going on whether you can do a D/s relationship online. Well let me put it this way. I would not be doing this article if I was not doing it to please an online Domme. For me I find it very rewarding when Mistress Cassidy calls me slave. Plus I face very real consequences if I have too many spelling mistakes or typos. Don't believe me, check out this post on a punishment I received because I misspelled Paul by doing this (qual.) I got nailed big time for that. Check this post out if you wish. https://slaveallan68.blogspot.com/2018/02/finally-i-completed-it.html?zx=2cbd56a3c3ab3b2d

Thank you slave. 

Voyeuristic Thursday: slave allan's August Goals

The following is slave allan's assignment for the week. I wish for voyeuristic Thursday to be a thing, and this is my universe so now it is. So add read Mistress Cassidy's blog to your Thursday To Do List. allan's words will be in black, mine will be italicized and in purple, defiant purple. That is an insider joke between my sort of or once was metamour, Miss Sunshyne and I. Perhaps if you beg I might be inclined to share that story another day. 

For the first time in a long time I am sitting at my keyboard typing out
sentences for a topic that I didn't come up with. This time I have a direct
order form Mistress Cassidy, and if I don't want to end up on KP duty. I
better do it. But before I get started. There is something I would like to
say formally.

*Yes!*  Mistress Cassidy. I would like to be your collared slave.

Okay that is one item off the list. You see Mistress has task me with
providing my personal and BDSM goal for the next month. My proclamation was
my foremost goal for both personal and BDSM.

Alright lets start with personal stuff as the appetiser. And keep the BDSM
for the main course, And since losing some weight is always part of my
personal goal. I will have to pass on dessert :)

<Mistress Cassidy opted to edit for privacy>
<Note to slave allan: I have talked to you about that before, I will remind you of where the boundary is on that subject> 

I am blessed to be living halfway between two of Canada's bigger
cities. Both the country's second biggest city Montreal, and the nations
capital, Ottawa, is an hour drive from us. I want to take the family to the
top of Mount Royal in Montreal. Especially at night. The lights of the
city are breath
taking. Staying with Montreal, all hands would enjoy spending time at
the historic Old Port of Montreal. While at the Port I would like to
take everyone
on a Dinner Cruise. That one is a big personal goal.

Now on another day I would like to
pile everyone into the van and visit Ottawa. We would visit the
parliament buildings. While we're on parliament hill we will go up to
the top of The Peace Tower, and if we are lucky, we might even witness
The Changing of the Guard ceremony. I personally want to visit the
newly renovated Museum of Science and Technology. And it wouldn't be a
family trip to Ottawa if we didn't stop at the airport to watch the planes
takeoff and land.

The other thing I want to do is expand on my knowledge of online
commerce. There is money to be made online. <edit>. I didn't do much in the month of
July. This month I want to make time to launch a few ideas that I saw
on YouTube. I have found 2 individual on YouTube that I find genuine and honest.
They both release videos about different sites that they have tried
and made money from. Let me point out these are not pie in sky
opportunities. These are small task jobs that pay you for your work.
For me the amount I earn is based on my efforts, and I want to apply
myself more. So over the next month I want to choose two sites. Learn
how to use them, and see if I can generate some revenue. I also want
to write more content for my BDSM blog and start a vanilla blog about
my journey into the online market. I guess for the next month that's it for
my personal goals.

BDSM goals for the month. I mentioned the most important one at the
beginning of this post. I also want to apply myself more for when
Mistress Cassidy ask me to do some training. There is also the new
contract to take in to account. I need to be ready both mental and
physically whenever Mistress Cassidy present me with it. I want to
find the necklace that represent my collar from my last contract. I
might be required to have it again. Working at improving my
schedule is important. So I can provide Mistress Cassidy time to do
my task-based tribute. And silly me. I can't remember where I hid
those lacey panties.

At one time Mistress and I talked about recording a hypnosis session.
I would like to find out if Mistress still wants to do the recording.
I am not getting myself excited about a hypnosis session. It is summer
time and Mistress is very busy. <edit> A. So after establishing if
Mistress is even still interested. We can figure out when to do a
session. I also need to retrain my mind this next month, to the fact that
I have agreed to become someone's slave. I have to also remember that Mistress
Cassidy will once again be my owner, and I have to obey her. Also this month I
have to practice what I promised in a previous post. I need to stop
fantasizing about
what I believe a collared slave is.

So a lot of this month's goals  are learning how to think like a
collared slave. This is an important goal to remember. I am Mistress's
slave, and my job is to help her,
and to see that she is happy with my efforts. Also before the month
is up. I hope to have replace my thinking, that a punishment is fun. A
punishment comes from making Mistress upset. Which goes against my primary
objective of keeping Mistress happy. I want, to the best of my
abilities to stay away from being punished. I also think this goal is
important. Too enjoy this experience.
<I'd like to state here that this is a thing that is different in an online dynamic than one in real time with me. I believe I have said it here before, I say it in real life often. I do not hurt people out of anger or frustration, I hurt people because I enjoy it. Innocent, non-pathological sadism; armchair self-diagnosis. An online dynamic is different. I have changed my approach to online dynamics, in truth until about 2 years ago I did not engage in virtual domination. One might mistakenly think it is easier than real time play. There's no set up or clean up, and I do appreciate that. Aside from that though, it really is not easier and in some ways it is far more challenging. I can swing a flogger for hours, body after body and dance when I am finished. It is typically 2 days before the adrenaline flood wears off and I need to rest. An online dynamic requires creativity, requires a different type of thought process and presentation to keep both the engagement of my sub and my own. So yes, in virtual play a sub will be punished for disobeying or disappointing me. If I can not have the reward of gifting my sub with a physical experience that I enjoy, then except few if any disappointments and I will take what pleasure I can find via a virtual punishment when there is a need for one.> 
So these are the goals I have to work and improve on over the next
month. Lastly this month I want to plant the seeds to establishing my
true BDSM identity.

Bye

A little wordy slave, but as you didn't have a word limit it is acceptable. Over all a good job allan. By the time this actually publishes I believe you will be locked back into a contract and as you know you will no longer be able to peruse erotica or smut. You may, as a reward, view up to an hour of adult material of your choosing in the 24 hours following this going live. Note, if you don't see this until it has been live over 24 hours, sorry for your loss the reward will have expired. Also note, what you view will be part of your assignment for next Thursday. So choose a thing you are comfortable disclosing publicly. 

Guest Post by our slave allan

                   Mistress had every intention of keeping her blog fresh and current. There is so much on my To Do List, so many things changing, and so many ideas that I don't want to be lost in the whirlwind that is my life. Keeping the blog fresh & current is nearly at the top of the list. It is the space that should be catching the ideas and keeping them from getting lost. But sitting here without a smoke is still really challenging. I can do it, and I have done it, but it is challenging nonetheless. Our slave allan stepped up again to lend a hand. While his cute little poem isn't an update from me, it does give me a reason to come here, which in turn reminds me to get back on track. So enjoy slave allan's fun little poem and watch for my updates soon... and as always if there is a typo or misspelling, please point them out, so slave allan can be properly tormented. 

A spring poem

This is just something silly I wrote. You could say it is the second part to the one I did in December

Twas spring in the Claus household and Mrs. Claus has planned somethingnew and bold. The workshop has been changed for a slightly different type of show so I have been told. You see after she gave all the elves a few days off for some well deserved rest. She went right to work to make a new love nest. She replaced all the bright red curtain with some made of black satin and lace. She can hardly wait to see the expression on her husband's cherry face. All the shiny bells, wrapping paper and bright ribbons and bows were all stashed away to make room for some new toys to be used in some kinky play. Oh what a grin Santa would of have if he only knew what his wife has planned for him today. All the hammers and nails, paint and sticks have been moved to make room for cuffs and clamps and a cage for a slave's dick. So after planning for weeks Mrs Claus will be giving her new slave Santa, permission to speak. So he can tell his friends how he got his new rosy red cheeks. Now with the help from an elf's wrench, Mrs Claus finished building Santa's new bondage bench.

Our sweet Mrs Claus then changes into her leather corset and heels. She also opens a new collar and leash, which she got for a steal,Then with a crack of her newly acquired whip, we finally get to meet Mistress Claus standing tall with a hand on her hip. Now as she waits for her slave to return home. Mistress Claus has one last trick for her big jolly nome. Knock knock at the door there is. Mrs. Claus opens it quickly because of this. For standing in the cold waits none other than New England's greatest Domme. One Mistress Cassidy who according to some is the best mistress with a dot com. She is there to help Mistress Claus remind Santa who will be in charge of his hairy sack and balls, and to assure that he won't be able to answer any calls. Then just as I'm about to take a drink of my pop I hear Santa enter his shop, where he loudly exclaim "Ho, ho, ho my god, mistresses please havemercy on my old cock." Which is then followed by a very loud CRACK!!!  that scared our slave out of his socks. Well by now I figure that old Santa is tightly gag and bound. So I take it upon myself to inform you that Santa doesn't want to be found, and in the days final light, I get to wish one and all a flogging Good Night.

Mistress Desperately Needs...

Another vacation.
No, that's not where this was going. I have way too many irons in the fire to escape just yet.
What I actually need is a multi-talented submissive or perhaps several talented submissives.
I need a web designer, professional not hobbyist, preferably with adult content experience. Someone contacted me months ago, they were from North Carolina specifically.I managed to misplace their contact info in the course of the never ending move. I don't know if they follow my blog, but if you're a web designer from NC I'm probably talking about you & you should contact me asap, please. If you're a designer from someplace other than NC that's OK too, contact me.
I also need help with promoting and maintaining my social media accounts. I need help launching a Youtube channel, a Patreon campaign and similar projects. I'd like to find someone interested in doing guest posts on my blog. This can be a one-off or an ongoing project.
I will gladly trade time under my floggers for any of these services and some have the potential to become compensated arrangements.

Edging Update with Slave J*

Day 4

I elected to orgasm and edge 3 times a day until directed to stop by my Mistress.

Day 5

I did as instructed and edged 3 times. The first time I was erect in about a minute. I think because I still feel the need to orgasm. I was able to edge for 1:15 seconds. A record of sorts. The second time I was erect in a little over 2 minutes. I was able to hold the edge for almost 50 seconds. The 3rd time I was erect in about 2 minutes. I was able to edge for about 50 seconds again. I am not getting much fluid but I feel like I am at the same point I was before I had an orgasm. I am very aroused. 

Day 6

I again edged 3 times. The first time it took me about a minute to get erect. I was able to edge for about 30 seconds before I stopped. The second time it took about a minute again to get erect and I could not edge very long at all, 10 seconds maybe. I am again getting lots fluid. The 3rd time I was erect in less than a minute. I reached the edge and stopped. I just had to stop. I fear what you will have me do if I orgasm.

My testicles are doing a constant dance. I feel them moving around all the time. Also it seems I have swelling between my legs. I can actually feel it when I sit. I am so aroused. I know you are at a party so there is no need to ask for relief because you will not see this till morning. This is turning into a masturbation marathon.I am starting to question my decision to orgasm earlier in the week Mistress.

Day 7

Since I had the day off I decided to edge earlier to get it over with. I am getting erect really fast because I am so aroused. I can not edge for more than 5 seconds or so. I just get so close to orgasm, when I get to edge, that anything will cause me to orgasm. I have to stop because I do not want to fail. My testicles have a mild ache every time I stopped today. They are also in perpetual motion. I never had any idea that it would be this much of a struggle. I thinking edging 3 times so close together was a bad idea too. Thank you Mistress for the next 2 days off from edging. I hope that relieves the frustration of feeling the need to orgasm. 

Guest Post: Slave Joe's Edging Adventures

I thought we should switch things up here a bit. Mistress has been naval gazing in her blog for a few entries now, which is my prerogative but I thought my mute little readers might like something new. To that end I requested my long distance slave, slave J* share his thoughts on his current experience. Mistress has introduced him to edging. I'm going easy on him, he's a newbie and I didn't wish to overwhelm him. The following are his thoughts in his words.

Day 1
When you gave me this edging task I kinda thought it would just be something new to try and it would be easy. It is harder than I thought. This morning it took me a little over 4 minutes to edge. I tried to hold as long as I could but after about 15 seconds I had to stop. I did not have an orgasm but fluid came out. I cleaned up but when I stood up more flowed out. For 2 hours after I really felt the urge to have an orgasm. Then this evening I went slower and it took me about 7 minutes to edge. I tried slowing down to almost stopping and then slowly masturbate again. I lasted 32 second this time. There was a lot more fluid this time and when I pulled my pants up and stood up, it just flowed out. I had to change my underpants. Now I just want to masturbate and reach orgasm. This is a very frustrating experience.

Day 2
This is a strange experience. I am masturbating in the morning before I go to work and again at night when I get home. It keeps me aroused all day long. It is really getting difficult Mistress. Today was not much different. In the morning I was erect in about 5 minutes and was able to stay on edge for 40 seconds. There was still a lot of fluid coming out. This evening it still took me about 5 minutes to edge but I could only edge for 10 seconds. I could tell if I did not stop I would have an orgasm. I did not have much fluid come out at all. I still feel very aroused though. 

I am really starting to struggle with the need for release. Mistress Cassidy may I Please! have an orgasm? ( Just received an email from my Mistress, she said no to continue edging). 

slave j*

It's Mistress again. He is actually on day 3 now, and I just sent him his instructions for tomorrow. Silly sub thought just because he said please I was going to let him orgasm. But he is doing such a good job, I thought I could extend just a little kindness so I gave him a choice. Tomorrow he may orgasm if he wishes, but he will have to find the time to edge 3 times a day daily for the next few days. Or if he chooses to delay one more day, he may orgasm on Friday and take the weekend off from his task. Let's see how much self-control he has. I am hoping that he has none! I think the entries from having to edge 3 times a day will be far more entertaining than an entry that reads I was a good sub, delayed my gratification and had a relaxing weekend.

Guest Post by secretary slave

The following is a guest post entry by my secretary slave. Mistress is busy with planning Tuesday's sissy make-up party. If you don't already have an invitation, it's not too late. Message me for details.  

Hi, I am slave allan, Mistress Cassidy long distanced collared slave. She also owns me as her personal secretary slave. Mistress has mentioned me a few times in her writing. This week Mistress has many obligations to attend to, but she did not what to leave her readers hanging for a whole week. So, for this post, I am honored that Mistress has ordered that I fill in for her. Remember I mention that I am Mistress Cassidy slave and as such I was not granted liberty to choose my own topic. No, even in Mistress absents she gave me instructions as to what I am to write about. I have been owned by Mistress Cassidy as her collared slave for two months now and she ordered that I write about my experience as an owned being.

For those who do not know me, I have been interested in BDSM for the last thirty years. I guess you could say I was an armchair submissive. I followed the lifestyle, read about it and fantasize about being a sub. That all changed when I met Mistress Cassidy on a BDSM website. What started as simple questions grew into Mistress becoming a mentor to me. Then Ma’am sent me into a tailspin in March when she asked me if I would like her to consider me as her first long distance collared slave. Long story short, I said yes and on the third of April I signed a six-month contract stating that Mistress Cassidy now owns me.

I enjoy having the status of collared slave. I like telling people on social media such as FetLife that I am a collared slave. In fact, on Fetlife my status says that I am collared by Mistress Cassidy. As Mistress Cassidy secretary slave, she has me do research for her. I have come to enjoy doing these assignments which are increasing my general knowledge of the world around us. There is also the rule that I must follow while I am doing any research or work for mistress. I am required to wear panties under my clothing. Just like the ones below which I just purchased.

I believe Mistress prefers the pink and purple pair the most. If I remain a good boy and listen, I just might be saved from having to modeling them in one of Mistress Cassidy’s future blogs.

The one thing I could have done without is the time Mistress punished me by making me put my hand in maple syrups. As Mistress discovered later, sticky hands are a big pet peeve for me. I will not say anything else about it because I think Ma’am plans to write about it later.

I cannot say there is anything I dislike about being a slave. If anything in the future I would hope Ma’am will increase the number of assignments I am required to do each week. I also believe I take advantage of the freedom that Ma’am gives me a little too much.

Being a long distant slave does have its challenges. I do not get to experience being at Ma’am mercy in her play space (dungeon). But Mistress Cassidy does hold a signed contract that states I belong to her and I must obey her orders or risk punishment. Going forward I am going to proudly say to anyone who can hear it, and as often as possible. I am the collared slave of Mistress Cassidy.