My heart is breaking, but my tummy is snatched.
It's been 7 hours and 15 days.
No, wait there's another line that's much closer to this moment's vibe.
I can go out every night and sleep all day.
This weekend, while engaged in retail therapy, my lifelong very most vanilla bestie said, "...you can send me your morning nudes if you need accountability."
How blessed am I to have such great friends? Here for my tears and my nudes.
How much shall I share? Perhaps if I lean hard into the obscure, I could hang my soul on a laundry line in the front yard, allow it to bleach transparent by the sun's absolution, and you wouldn't notice it at all.
Unless a cardinal got all tangled up in it.
Oh, stop it. Honest there are no emo emus here. Miss Claudia Cream is double dog daring me to paint them red, and I'm doing the math to see if I can hook-up with Ms. Danielle in Croatia.
It's my intention to pound my feelings out at the gym and in the dungeon every time they pipe up. My second favorite sadist turned it up and tuned me up this morning. And I am certain I can find a volunteer among my cliental to torment.
Perhaps it's just a pause. A little nudge from the Gods to re-align and reassess my prioritizes. I am absolutely serious when I say I'm going to start a cult, a secret society, do every outrageous thing I have I ever wished.
Wanna hear a silly story from retail therapy? There was a section of marked down summer items, and I was looking for resort wear. I pointed out to Vanilla Bestie that it concerns me how pineapples are such a prevalent summer motif. It feels risky that the reference has become so visible it is no longer a safe secret code. To which she replied, "Oh Mr. Vanilla Bestie's Husband (Let's call him Jim for short) said that's just an urban legend." I said- Has Jim ever been to a sex party? No? Remind Jim, your bestie has hosted parties, it isn't an urban legend you silly goose.
Speaking of parties, are we FetLife BFFs? I am once again scaling up my privacy protocols, and I will be using my Alchemy group on Fet exclusively to share my travel and event plans. Here's the current, note Croatia isn't penciled in yet: (1) Any Way the Wind Blows - Alchemy with Mistress Cassidy | FetLife
There's a post here too: (1) Writing by MistressCassidy | FetLife
